Perspective

Our perspective what make it difference 

Collage photos - 6 August 2016

6 August 2016 

Collage photos of me, Rama manasik haji, Hasan's cute face when we were waiting to ride Camel at Ragunan zoo, and Rama together Hasan ride horses near Nenek's house. Hasan loves to ride horse , bravely ride all available horses (always). 

Learning to swim

19 Feb 2016 - Rama and Qori'ah kindergarden's friends learning swimming.

End of July 2016 - Hasan plays in the park

Dd Hasan plays  with  new friends in the park.End of July 2016

MIckey and friends fever

Rama(5 years old) and Hasan (2 years old) - 

Mickey and friends fever at Alfa Mart.

My two Cupids and Hubby

Alhamdulillah..Here are my small family.Wasis Widhiyasa, My husband, my partner, my best friend who holds his grudges against me whenever I cannot stop my comments about anything in life. Thank you dear.. My cupids, 1st son Ramadhan Hilmy Nurwasi and 2nd son Hasan Arif Nurlathiif. They were in the picture when attended one family 's wedding at Museum Layang-Layang. I was sick at that day, so I asked them to go to accompany parent-in-laws.

Too bad Abak (calling for father in West Sumatera. My husband is Javanese actually, we call him Abak caused Rama's gullible was 'bbb' and then I call myself Bubu for Mama. Bubu from Ibuibu lol) was not eating enough since Hasan did not like to smell food served. Actually Hasan still only eats bread, lidah buaya, nata de coco, wafer, drink jamu temulawak, kencur, milk. We have tried to make him eat healthy food. nevertheless..well , we still hope soon he will eat very healthy food. Fortunate that mas/abang Rama started to eat food at 3 (2012) when Hasan borned.

a better look

Since i have join the current organization i work with, DANIDA, i have seen myself from different of view. Many people play fool, ignorance while they should do what they should, they pretend that they do not know, though i found out later that in the previous organization/company they have done that!!! How come they act like that? well, that for me to find out later, (though i know already, but better try to find more) I like what i see, i do things like those professional people! i adapt standards of administrative from private sectors (eg. japanese join venture bank for 5 years now becoming BOTM-UFJ, trading company, advertising company, MAERSK logistics which i love the working atmosphere very much with the highly spirited colleagues, Cipta Kreasi Indonesia-the titanic company which sink in without the right portion of management-but I became a person who appreciate fruits! Logistics and procurement with the right management will give high result! Phillips Seafoods Indonesia from which i realize Indonesia is a very rich country but we are Indonesian do not appreciate it very much.. I am not that kind of people who sell her/himself very high though they are not.. well, i will take care of myself better now, i will take high credit for myself now. Here, i learn that I should learn to sell myself to people. They need proof, I have to say a loud that I can do things!!! Oh , My God, please allow me as long as i am not becoming a snob person. well, i know that i will not.

Thank you God

Dear Allah swt.. Please reduce my burden, help me to feel gratitude toward all that i have and help me to be more patient toward all that still not i have.. Thank you for all things ya Allah swt.. Amin

Thankfull to Lord but ...

I have all that i was dreaming..supportive husband, healthty good baby son, healthy parents, my sister is happy with her family.. But ya Allah, why i feel sad? i m thinking about things that i do not have ..i am still not getting graduated from my bachelor degree..everytime i continued my study there was always things that block it. why? did not it what i need? i am afraid God..i am afraid of future is not going to be lighter for me my family, my parents, my sister's I am sorry ya Allah for things i have not done in the past, for things that i have mistakenly done in the past..please help me to get up..please show me how ya YM Mursyid..please assist me as your student..please give my husband great job ya Allah, which give him happines , steadiness, career, and give us lots of income..to fulfill our needs, and gives to family, and others..we will not forget to give ya Allah..ya Rasulullah, please help us , please love us..amiin

Sundays!

nature from the launch of renas & ran PB 19feb2010

my baby staring at...

I found out that it is cute whenever I see my son's staring at my pattern blouse. Today i found this information : that there are patterns to stimulate our baby's vision. These patterns could be used as pillow's patterns, and could be put anywhere in the house coz they are beautiful pattern. So, maybe this is why my baby son always staring at people's faces??? or he finds those faces speaks a thousands words to him? upss got to teach him that it was not polite to do..

day 18 of April

Dear Allah swt, hamba berserah diri pada Mu..que sera sera, Ilahi anta maksudhi waridokan matluubi (hehe benar ga ya spellingnya? ) cuapek spt usual, tp lebih kalem rasanya. klo biasanya seperti dikejaaaar gitu..dikejar apa ya? mm i am wonderin'

Little boys in sarung

When i visitted the net rental near my house. i saw these little boys were going to go home. Everyone brought a sarong and everybody put the sarong like Superman's robe. They were all wearing the same style. I though what is this, superman look alike?? hehehe I was smiling inside..no, i was smiling. but of course they did not know. I remembered the spicy of being children..Do not worry of other people opinion... I was a child like them...

glad

I am realizing that my prayers answered by God. Allah is the GREATEST!!!! our prayers will be answered .If our prayer is not good then Allah will exchange with the best one.Because Allah is the best who knows everything.Allah the creator of universe and all the living and dead in , on, beneath universe. I m glad..that my sorrows were not waste. Cause everything becoming better now. While I was surrender and only ask for Allah's . Allhamdulillah...I see the light hehehe and also the dark because of my mistakes in the past. But I believe things gonna be ok..

When I was at Baduy

Once upon a time , on my journey to Baduy Luar, West Java with small group of friends.. On our climbing track ...around 90 degree up...and the road is slippery and very small...next to us are valleys....made everyone feel small and not have any power...we are only creature...the valleys under our feet 'hush' us , made us so quiet..made us the city folks realized that there is God who powerful...we are nothing..everyone concentrate on the track...except our guide tour..the Baduy folks..very humble people and kind..This road are their life..every day without light under the rain in the dark...they walk in this slippery and very near with valleys..one mistake..bump...fall into the .... I have known my Guide of life, my teacher, called Mursyid..Because i took this journey for getting to know mother nature and slip away from hectic of the world, I could not meet my Mursyid for several days.. somehow I missed him. In the middle of my concentration of taking care of myself on this slippery road,i heard the Baduy folks name Kang Karta asked about his old neighbour to his friend , "how 's Pak Mursyid?" .....duh... my heart beating faster,i talked to myself.."ha? my Mursyid is here in Baduy?" stupid meeee..... Not my teacher himself...but probably he is around as his promise will guide and taking care of me in a way...

on friday

many times i found out i am talking in bitter way... my best friend say that i am pessimist person honestly , i dont believe my judgment to choose which man is the best for me... i feel old, i feel ancient, i feel i am a hypocrit sometimes...hiding my true feelings...i just feel no need to show my real feeling,no use...am i right?or am i wrong? don't know...

oh GOD...

We knew that GOD is powerful but we realize after things happened in our life when we loose our job for example.... :) I just lost my job six months ago...when things run very smoothly in my office but coz a few parties in my company did not do their responsibilities correctly... boomm like a finger snaps...we are loosing our job... But as we knew that GOD is powerful as long as we keep our good prejudice towards GOD in everything that happen in our life believe and have faith and hang on in there and also make actions....then Alhamdulillah after six long months, now I am back in the job world...