on friday

many times i found out i am talking in bitter way... my best friend say that i am pessimist person honestly , i dont believe my judgment to choose which man is the best for me... i feel old, i feel ancient, i feel i am a hypocrit sometimes...hiding my true feelings...i just feel no need to show my real feeling,no use...am i right?or am i wrong? don't know...

oh GOD...

We knew that GOD is powerful but we realize after things happened in our life when we loose our job for example.... :) I just lost my job six months ago...when things run very smoothly in my office but coz a few parties in my company did not do their responsibilities correctly... boomm like a finger snaps...we are loosing our job... But as we knew that GOD is powerful as long as we keep our good prejudice towards GOD in everything that happen in our life believe and have faith and hang on in there and also make actions....then Alhamdulillah after six long months, now I am back in the job world...